New Poem =]

"The Way I Feel Inside"

its almost impossible to express
the way im feeling inside
the many things i go through
that i try so hard to hide
the unpleasantness that i have
is so hard to dismiss
i cant pinpoint an explanation
to describe why im feeling this
its like crying without tears
and breathing in no air
or hurting with no wounds
and fearing what's not there
its like chasing an endless chase
and not able to drink away your thirst
or trying just to fail
and your life is in reverse
its impossible to understand
of the dark place that im in
where i think of all the things
that truly should have been
its impossible to break down
something that was never whole
or to understand things
that you were never meant to know
if my pain were to be visible
id never cease to cry
and id be able to express
the way i feel inside

Just Got Bored...

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"Valid"
Valid excuses
Valid lies
Valid reasons
Valid tries
Valid voices
Valid cries
Valid words
Validifies
Valid voices
Valid Trait
Valid problems
Valid hate
Valid issues
Valid fate
Valid anger
Validate

A Grim Poem =/

"Death"

death creeps around
and breathes down everybody's neck
preying on the victims
keeping their times on check
waiting for the moment
when the last second ticks
the light seems to fade
as death's wrath inflicts
everything gets darker
not just only your room
death is never fair
when some are gone too soon
forcing people to leave
the ones they love behind
its hard to not be scared
with death lurking in your mind
who else will be next
to fall into death's design
allowing death to be there
when you run up on your time




R.I.P. Heath Ledger (1979-2008)

New Poem 2day =]

"Sometimes"

sometimes u leave
sometimes u stay
but the one u love
still turns away
sometimes u hurt
sometimes u bleed
and u lose out on
the things u need
sometimes u love
sometimes u care
but what u have
just seems unfair
sometimes u think
sometimes u feel
the times u have
just seems unreal
sometimes u wonder
sometimes u get
a life of pain
u can't forget

NEW POST FINALLY!!!

This poem was written like a loooooong time ago... hahaha 11-16-07 i believe... too bad i never date my stuffs


"Price of Love"

love has a price

a price that i just paid

my heart being torn out

and in my hand it laid

beating very softly

slowing down to die

my eyes burned out

from the tears that i cried

the blood is all over

staining every part of me

i paid the price

by ripping my heart out to see

with all that i had

i've given all i could

and here i am alone

by myself i stood

love came with a price

a price that was too high

but i have woken up

from living a painful lie



here is a stupid one that i just wrote rite now... sucks ass... haha probably cuz it's 6 in the morning...

"Reflection"
I'm struggling to fit in
I'm always competing with myself
I always need to be better
while comparing to someone else
My reflection tells the truth
It's showing me what is wrong
The problems i should have seen
that i've been avoiding all along
my procrastination led to this
the flaws that make up me
someone "overly problemed"
that i never wished to be
no matter how hard i try
to push all this aside
i turned to face the mirror
and to my reflection i confide