LaRrY BeAr'S PoEmS

"Problems"
lately it seems like all i do is lie
and i lie about the way i feel
i can also pretend very well
that my happiness is for real
the happiness that i display
does not reflect my emotions from inside
im still not fully complete
even though i have laughed and cried
i've experienced it all
and yet i haven't gone through enough
its like i can't progress forward
but i also can't give up
people see the exterior side of me
and that's the side they receive
i never meant to confuse
that's why my smile is to deceive
i don't intend to fool the world
but that's the way i learned to cope
to suppress the stress and problems
so i wont waste my faith and hope
the sadness that comes around
will be kept only to myself
i dislike showing weakness
and share my burden with someone else
this is the way i've learned to live
and i've accepted who i am
i've been managing pretty well
doing more than i know i can
there's no solution to my problem
because i think i have more than one
this is something for only me
because only i know what can be done
every second that passed by
can also be recovery that was made
until more problem comes along
and my interior it invades