*Sigh*

"Waiting"

i have always told myself to stop
and that each attempt would be my very last
because i always build up hope
which turns into problems i can't surpass
i am always putting in too much
hoping that it's worth the wait
somehow i end up all alone
before realizing it's too late
i keep telling myself its ok
that eventually ill find the one
i should be a little more patient
and someone will surely come
but i've waited for so long
and waiting is all i ever do
i wait and wait again
but all my waiting's never came through
along with each attempt
is followed by a deeper void
as i sit here and wait some more
i feel more and more destroyed